Life is not the same for me when they decided to leave, it is not easy to forget them.I am seeing them but at the same time I felt they vanish in the air.

Its so hard for me to comeback from the pain that he left on me.

That invisible scar.

I was not like this. I was very happy with them. He snatched it for me.

I can never forgive him.

I hate him for that.

Why he did it to me?

He broke me and shattered the pieces of my heart.

I took a deep breath and inhaled the smell of tears. That's what I smell like now.

I took a blanket from a corner and covered my face with it.

Are they happy without me? Do they miss me? Will they recognise me?

Am I  still part of their life in any way?

A big sigh left my mouth when these thoughts came to my mind again. I feel so lifeless. I wish that day would not have come. I would have been so happy with them, with him.

We would have been exploring our plan.

We would have been happy together.

But why did he ruined it.

I took my phone out from the drawer and saw us, smiling.

" I miss my smile" I said it outloud showing my situation to my life.

My life is such a bitch. I feel it's the only main reason.

I tucked my hair behind the ears and whispered with my cracking voice that shows many emotions it has engulfed from many years " As much as I want to meet you both, I want even more not to."

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